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I've finally come to the realization that no matter what I do, you'll always say I'm wrong. You'll always point out my flaws, accuse me of doing things that I never did, of being a human. But there you go, doing the things you blamed me for, showing other more affection and you show me, hypocritical as some call it. Nothing I ever do is okay anymore, I'm too clingy, too emotional, everything I do is wrong. But I sit here and take it because, unlike you, I love you. I fell on love with the old you and you quickly changed. You changed as I blinked and it took me by surprise. All I do is try to be here for you, try to show you love and care, but

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Right now, I am thinking.. Thinking about the future. Thinking about what's to come. Thinking about how things will go. Thinking about whether I've made the right decisions. Thinking about him, knowing I don't make him happy. Thinking about how I can stop my addiction. Thinking about who I can trust these days. Thinking about why time goes by so fast. Thinking about my past. Thinking about whether I shouldn't have let go. Thinking about whether I'm a good person... I can't keep doing this. I keep hurting myself.. Help me...